I've found the perfect sentence (thanks to a great thesis I've found on the net
The Metaphysics of Music at Schopenhauer and Cioran written by Ludmila BEJENARU) to express the way I feel each time I play music
No need for words
It is pure abstraction
I have some visions sometimes
and sounds too
Sounds and visions
I haven't the words
I never have the words
I've never had the words
Those words
These are the words:
"THERE IS NO ART BESIDES MUSIC THAT EXPRESSES AN IDEAL ASPECT OF WILL, THE WILL ITSELF IN ITS PUREST ESSENCE"
Arthur Schopenhauer
... I guess I should read more about that guy...